Thursday, 5 January 2012
How low can you go?
Last night I noted that I would write a to-do list for today, well instead I found myself writing a list of things that I dislike in my current circumstances.
I can look these dislikes in the face and tick them off as I handle them.
I might just stare at the list; feel upset and overwhelmed, whilst thinking what a big mess my current situation is.
Well, you can guess from the next paragraph which thought process took over.
I have all the best intentions, and I am making every attempt to change my current circumstances, still some of these heavy doors will not open. I have read so many times, ‘there is a light at the end of the tunnel,’ however that is no comfort to me as I have been walking through this tunnel for a mighty long time.
I am impatient at the moment not by nature but by circumstance, therefore I need a positive change right now.